Worried and depressed

I'm worried about my dad. He's been in the hospital since.. Last Friday. Are infections after biopsy supposed to take this long to recover?

Anyways, he's tried 3 different antibiotics, none of which works. So he's gonna try out the 4th type.

And I'm so tired. I have to spend these few days becoming the driver of the family. I don't even get the chance to go home after I leave house and 730 in the morning until about 10 at night. I don't mind, and I'm not complaining. But the thing is, I have quizzes this Thursday. 3 subjects this week and another next week and I haven't gotten the chance to study a single thing or do my homework. Plus I've skipped a couple of classes so I really needa study in order to understand the missed lessons.

I really really hope that my dad'll get well soon.

Dad admitted to hospital

Today is the second day dad's in the hospital. He got admitted yesterday morning and it seems like he's still not recovered yet so he won't be discharged anytime soon.

I am so depressed. I didn't visit him today. Sigh.

Stupid doctors. He got an infection after undergoing biopsy the day before yesterday.

Tumbling downhill

It's just one thing after another isn't it.

Sigh. I'm so disappointed in her. I don't get what her problem is, and I think, it's time to let her go. I've had doubts for months, which have been increasing and decreasing for the past few months. After seeing her and talking to her face to face, I realise that if she doesn't think it's precious anymore, then I don't think I'll care anymore. Simple as that.

I've promised myself that I'm not gonna skip college anymore after last semester (I think I've skipped half of the semester last sem), but ended up I skipped again today. And it's the second time of the week. Damn it la. I've missed out on the lesson. And quizzes are next week.

Ughh.

But anywayss. On a completely different note, 16th May 2011. Awwww. It's a special day. :)

Tattoo

See, I've always wanted to get a tattoo. But my parents, being the typical Asians, doesn't really allow it since I'm not 'officially' an adult yet. I'm thinking of getting one soon thought. But I'm at a lost. Haha I don't really know what kind of design I want although I have a few locations in my mind.

Lower back. It's pretty common and many people chose this area for their tattoos. However, it's pretty hard to choose the perfect design. And.. Well, I wanna make sure I choose the perfect one for me seeing as it'll be a lifetime commitment. :D

Neck. I think having clusters of stars trailing down from your neck to your back ala Rihanna's style is pretty nice. Or maybe at the pelvic region? Haha

Upper back. Maybe have a design there or maybe some words?

Ankle. This, I'm torn. I don't know to have a design there or have an anklet there.

There's so many options that I want! Now, which one to choose? :)

This is super pretty!

The stars :)

This is actually quite nice. But I don't know if I'd have the guts to do it. :/

Butterfly! One of the most common tattoos.

This word inking is pretty cool. But I'd prefer it at the lower back though. :)

Piano

Well, as some people know, I only started playing piano end of last year right. And I've counted, this month is the 8th month I started learning piano. Guess what. I'm in grade 4 noww! WOOHOOOOO in less than 8 months omg I'm so darn awesome I can't believe it HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA

In Love

We've all heard about it, dreamed about it, talked about it.

But seriously, what is it really like? Can it be described?

I had all these weirdest dreams these few days. Haha damn stupid. Oh and as for college, so far so good. :) But the stupid system seriously sucks. :/

I just realised I have this tendency to stray away from the title that I usually post. I find it annoying. Haha

But I guess there's really no describing what love is like. When it hits us, it hits us. And when we're being treated right, it's the best feeling in the whole wide world. We feel complete; on top of the world. :)

3rd semester

Holy shit. Time flies like no man. Or whatever it's called.

Hahahahaha I don't wanna start my last semester so early. Because. I have no idea what I wanna/gonna do after I graduate. And I still don't feel older or wiser or smarter or whatever 19 year-olds are supposed to feel. :( I'm just a year away from the big 2-0! And I'm still non the wiser.

But anyways, I'm sorta liking this sem. It ain't as bad as I imagined after last semester's shit (oh btw did I tell you I freaking screw my results last sem? Bloody lecturer) but yeah, it ain't bad. :) I've even changed my perspective about certain things.

I feel awesome today. I dunno why. I just felt.. Great. Like nothing can bring me down. * touch wood* Haha I hope I can feel this way everyday. :)