Midterms

Am having midterms now omgg stresssss!

Haven't been studying at all and I'm having Econs paper later in the afternoon. Gah! I shouldn't have waited til the very last minute and then try to cram everything into my brain. -.-

But for some unknown reason, it feels like I'm sitting for finals instead of midterms. I dunno why. Hahah and I can't wait for this to be over so that I can have back my awesome life! ;) Hehh

Swimming after.. A very long time

Haha it was better than I thought. After retiring last year, I haven't really been to the pool to swim. Yesterday though, I went for a swim.

And OMG today my body's aching like crazy. Hahah this is worse than I thought. My stamina sucks so bad right now. But on a happier note, at least I exercised. Hehh I feel healthy! :D

OH AND IT'S MY YOUNGEST SISTER'S BIRTHDAY TODAYY!! WEEEEEE

Stressed out and the stupid bubbly voice

Gah! I'm stressed out. And there's this stupid bubbly voice at the back of my head bugging me about my assignments and presentations that I can't even enjoy playing games or going for a movie freely.

This sucks so bad. :( First presentation next week and I haven't even started on my report yet. Let alone the slides.

And I really don't like it when there's so much work to do, but the other group members act like there's nothing going on and then rush everything last minute. I do not like. :(

Entrusted trust

You know there's this saying that says that when you completely trust someone, you're giving that person the complete power to destroy you but trusting that they wouldn't.

It's so true.

When you choose to have complete faith and trust in a person, you're giving the person the key to betray you. Because you have such faith in that person, if that person ever betrays you, it'll ruin you. It'll make you question everything. It'll turn your world upside down.

I'm giving you my trust, and trusting you not to destroy me.

The Power Of. Love.

I woke up feeling really tired and sleepy and not so happy because of some dispute last night. Then had to wake up at 6 am to go to college for Statistics quiz.

Anyway. My point is.

I got to the parking lot in college and was parking my car when I saw a familiar figure heading towards me. At first it didn't particularly hit me that he was there but when it did hit me, I was stunned.

All I could do was stare in surprise. After having slept so little, he woke up early in the morning on a Friday during his term break and drove all the way to college just to see me and patch things up. I couldn't have been more touched. He even brought me the book that I've been wanting to get for a really long time but didn't buy cuz it was expensive.

It was the best surprise ever. Considering the fact that he beat me to college and was waiting for me at the car park. And it was only 740 am at that time.

It was the best way to start my day. And I'm full of smiles :)

Happy Glow

I am surrounded by this happy glow I swear. I feel soo happy these few days. Everything couldn't be more perfect.

I mean, I used to care about what others think of me and feel bothered by it. But then I've realised that I don't care. Why should I be bothered by the thoughts of people that I don't even care? As long as I know I have great friends who love me for who I am, why should I even bother about those people who don't matter to me?

And once I've reached that realisation, I feel free. Like seriously. I've never felt happier in my life. I'm surrounded by love. And a happy glow :)

I've never felt more in love with everyone important in my life.

My funny (but in a really retarded way -.-) brother

Okay this is a random post. It just so happened that these incidences crossed my mind and it gave me the giggles so I decided to blog about it.

I have a brother who's a year younger than me. But he is soooooo retarded! He makes jokes that are so lame and retarded to the extent that we'll actually laugh for a long time. I don't know how he managed that.

Anyways, he likes doing really retarded and annoying stuff just to annoy me and my younger sisters. So his brilliant plan was to start saying 'hello' to us for about a million times a day and it gets so annoying because when we reply, he won't say anything and then a minute later he goes 'hello' again. And, the most annoying part is that he doesn't pronounce 'hello' as 'hello'. Instead, he pronounce it as 'haree-rroooow' in a very exaggerated, high pitch (and annoying) manner.

So yeah, and he even went up to the point of answering all our calls with that annoying 'haree-rooow' of his. Then there was this time, it was at night and me and my siblings were just chilling at home waiting for our parents to return. Then the phone rang and thinking it was my mum calling, he answered it with his annoying 'haree-rrooow'. After that, there was this really awkward silence. Me and my sisters were wondering what's going on when he cleared his throat and spoke in his normal tone. Apparently, it was the driving instructor who called to reconfirm my driving lesson the next day and the driving instructor got a shock when he heard the really retarded greeting from my brother.

Hahaha. And the best part? It happened more than once.

It's really really retarded and stupid. He was calling my mum once and when someone picked up the phone on the other end, he immediately say 'haree-rrooow'. Then, followed by a moment of awkward silence, he quickly said "sorry wrong number" and hung up. OMG it was so freaking funny me and my sisters couldn't stop laughing. HAHAHA apparently he dialed the wrong number and some malay lady picked up her phone. HAHAHHAHA wtff man seriously if it happens to you it'll be like 'errr what??'

LOLOLOLOL. Ahhh :') so retarded. But I love my brother to bits :)