Gossips

Everyone loves juicy gossips. I repeat, EVERYONE loves a juicy piece of gossip. And that includes the men as well. Gossips make you feel important especially when you get a piece of info that no one else knows.

But gossips bring in consequences too.

Like right now, I have a full tank of gossips waiting to explode and then I remember that I'm currently writing on a public blog and that is such a turn off. Pfft.

So at the end of the day, I still can't release whatever I'm feeling and there was a saying that goes "writing expresses your feelings" or something like that. How it contradicts with what I'm feeling right now.

So if I explode right now and fill the whole world in about all the latest entertainment news that's surrounding me, I'm sure one or more of them will get offended. Not that I care, really, if you made it to my Top Bitch List, but well, to save myself from unnecessary and unwanted fame.

I'm going nowhere with this post (I know I know!!) but then again, people blog out of boredom/frustration/anger/tension/embarrasment so most of the time, blogging doesn't need a goal or a purpose.

God, if only you knew what's going on around me.

Desires

I WANT my boots. OMG I've been wanting them for ages.

I want my high waist skirt.

Three words: Oh. My. God.

MY platforms <3

I want skinny jeans.

Messed up

He messed up my head. And my perfect little world.

Stop it, please. I don't want my heart to open up anytime soon.

Falling

Falling into my own trap. Shit. How could this happen?? I was so sure of myself.. And then, I din realise I was affected by those little things until it finally hit me.

What have I gotten myself into???

God, help

training

Training everyday. Sometimes even twice a day.

My daily routine?? Eat, shit, sleep, train. Wow I do sound like a pig. It's hard. I spend all my free time dreading the next training session. So I'm constantly dreading. But this is gonna last for abt 2 months and I HOPE that all of the hard work, pain and tears are worth the while.

Effects of training so hard:
1. Became a pig, not literally. (And my size is definitely not defined by a pig )
2. Became tanned. But I don't mind that part so much la since tan girls are classified as HOT - period.
3. Have OBVIOUS goggle marks. This I do mind cuz it's so obvious and they are wat ppl notices. Other than my gorgeous-ness.
4. Having huge muscles. Okay, that was a tad bit exaggerating. But it's also pretty obvious but I prefer the muscles than lumpy, flabby FATS.
5. Tired all the time. Muscles fatigue. Hv the ability to fall asleep anytime, anywhere. (Joking)
6. Having a really positive attitude.
7. MONEY.

And yes, my money is having sex in my pocket and they are multiplying and breeding, fast.

hectic schedule

yeah well with the hectic schedules that i hv rite now, i barely even hv the time to shit. And thats somethin as ppl need to shit at least once a day.



God, i cant wait for sukma to be over. Then again, maybe not. I'll hv plenty of time for myself after that and I can practically do whatever I want and shop however much I want til I drop dead.



I miss Bangsar Boutique. I miss Pavilion. I miss MPH bookstore. I miss I miss I miss.



One thing that I don't miss rite now tho, is to hv a relationship. But I think even that is being challenged. Like, right now, literally.



Yoga. You will wait for me.