Tomorrow's my bday :)

And you know how I've been looking forward to it since last week?

Well, all of a sudden, I lost the enthusiasm. :( I don't know why. But I think it's because I've been so so tired recently with all the projects and stuff. I even have an assignment due tomorrow. And I have to wake up at 5.45 am in the morning tomorrow. :( But am looking forward to seeing my friends. :)

Hahah oh well. And I dyed my hair yesterday!! Purple-ish red. :D And I'm gonna do a highlight-like-extension tomorrow. HEHE

Party pooper!

HAHAHHAHA I have like, the worse secret-keeping friends.

Apparently, they were planning a surprise dinner thingy for my birthday this Friday. Then, my close friends accidentally said something which got me suspicious. And then apparently my brother was going to surprise me at the dinner, but my other friend accidentally told me my brother was going. HAHAHAHAHAHA they sho dumb dumb but I still love them!

My up-and-coming birthday!

I'm supposed to be studying.

Anyway, I'm not the type who celebrates birthdays or make a big fuss about my birthday. And I normally treat my birthdays like any other days.

But this time, I have no idea why am I looking forward to my 19th birthday (which is coming up soon :D). Hahaha

Maybe something magical's about to happen? Like I'll suddenly turn into a supermodel or I'll suddenly have the ability to perform magic. Or something.

Here's to dreaming big! *cheers*

Midterms

Am having midterms now omgg stresssss!

Haven't been studying at all and I'm having Econs paper later in the afternoon. Gah! I shouldn't have waited til the very last minute and then try to cram everything into my brain. -.-

But for some unknown reason, it feels like I'm sitting for finals instead of midterms. I dunno why. Hahah and I can't wait for this to be over so that I can have back my awesome life! ;) Hehh

Swimming after.. A very long time

Haha it was better than I thought. After retiring last year, I haven't really been to the pool to swim. Yesterday though, I went for a swim.

And OMG today my body's aching like crazy. Hahah this is worse than I thought. My stamina sucks so bad right now. But on a happier note, at least I exercised. Hehh I feel healthy! :D

OH AND IT'S MY YOUNGEST SISTER'S BIRTHDAY TODAYY!! WEEEEEE

Stressed out and the stupid bubbly voice

Gah! I'm stressed out. And there's this stupid bubbly voice at the back of my head bugging me about my assignments and presentations that I can't even enjoy playing games or going for a movie freely.

This sucks so bad. :( First presentation next week and I haven't even started on my report yet. Let alone the slides.

And I really don't like it when there's so much work to do, but the other group members act like there's nothing going on and then rush everything last minute. I do not like. :(

Entrusted trust

You know there's this saying that says that when you completely trust someone, you're giving that person the complete power to destroy you but trusting that they wouldn't.

It's so true.

When you choose to have complete faith and trust in a person, you're giving the person the key to betray you. Because you have such faith in that person, if that person ever betrays you, it'll ruin you. It'll make you question everything. It'll turn your world upside down.

I'm giving you my trust, and trusting you not to destroy me.

The Power Of. Love.

I woke up feeling really tired and sleepy and not so happy because of some dispute last night. Then had to wake up at 6 am to go to college for Statistics quiz.

Anyway. My point is.

I got to the parking lot in college and was parking my car when I saw a familiar figure heading towards me. At first it didn't particularly hit me that he was there but when it did hit me, I was stunned.

All I could do was stare in surprise. After having slept so little, he woke up early in the morning on a Friday during his term break and drove all the way to college just to see me and patch things up. I couldn't have been more touched. He even brought me the book that I've been wanting to get for a really long time but didn't buy cuz it was expensive.

It was the best surprise ever. Considering the fact that he beat me to college and was waiting for me at the car park. And it was only 740 am at that time.

It was the best way to start my day. And I'm full of smiles :)

Happy Glow

I am surrounded by this happy glow I swear. I feel soo happy these few days. Everything couldn't be more perfect.

I mean, I used to care about what others think of me and feel bothered by it. But then I've realised that I don't care. Why should I be bothered by the thoughts of people that I don't even care? As long as I know I have great friends who love me for who I am, why should I even bother about those people who don't matter to me?

And once I've reached that realisation, I feel free. Like seriously. I've never felt happier in my life. I'm surrounded by love. And a happy glow :)

I've never felt more in love with everyone important in my life.