BF

You see, BF stands for loads of things, and I came up with this revelation.

When people say BF, it normally stands for Boy Friend. But, it also stands for Best Friend, Bad Friend, Booty Friend and so on and so forth. AND, I figured that they could all be packaged as ONE.

Well, your BoyFriend can be your Best Friend, and who will obviously be your Bad Friend if:
a. You are in a relationship behind your parents' back (ha! see, he's a bad influence to u)
b. You do all sorts of bad activities since you started being with him (eg. smoke, drink, drugs etc.)
c. He's also your Booty Friend (ahem, if you get what I mean) which makes him a Bad Friend if being involved in "Booty" activities are somehow, against your believes.

Ta-da!! I'm gonna pat myself on the back for coming up with this brilliant conclusion.

I know, I know. I'm bored.

Messed up my parcel

Can you believe it??? My MTV World Stage passes were supposed to arrive at my doorstep on the 19th of July yet there was something wrong with it as they have yet to appear.

I had to call the post office and ask them to track it. The really nice guy over the phone told me the package exist and was due to be with them on the 16th or 17th but there're no other details after that so he said he'll call KLIA to track the parcel. He'll get back to me.

Let's all have our fingers crossed and pray that the passes are safe and sound. It's not for my sake; I don't really mind if I don't get to go, but I've promised friends. And I can't just bail out last minute.

Stalker

When you have a stalker stalking you, your every move and whatever you do on the website, you don't feel flattered. You feel creeped out.

To know that there are people out there who knows what I do every day, who knows every single update about me, that's super creepy.

Ill

For the 2nd time in a month, I'm ill. What's wrong with me??

Blocked

Nowadays, I'm having trouble with my brain. You see, I'm normally filled with ideas on what to blog about, even if it's random topics. But now, something's blocking my brain. I can't even think of a single random topic to talk about.

Hmm hmm. Cure, anyone?

OK, relax.

I NEED new books ASAP!!! I wish someone could bring me to Amcorp Mall now. I need books. THOSE really important books that I have to collect.

Excitement..??

Yeap. I've won the MTV Worldstage passes. Not THAT excited actually. OK, maybe I'm a lil excited. Haha my first ever concert. God, that's sad.

I'm bringing Suyin there. My lesbo partner. And not sure who else is going. But anyways, we're gonna rock that place! I mean, Katy Perry *gasp* and Tokio Hotel *swoon*!!! Not a fan of WonderGirls tho. Urgh. But nvm, at least I'll get to have fun. XP

And the day before MTV Worldstage, I'm attending the MAD Charity thing organized by HELP in Ministry of Sound in Sunway. Annnddddd.. For both events, Sian Shern is going. =.='' I mean, I'm gonna see him in both events. Pfft. Oh wells. Haha I'll just monitor his behaviour.

Seriously, not that I'm against them or anything.. Well, OK, maybe I'm a teeny bit against them, but if they're gonna sing that "Nobody" song again, I'll gag on the spot. OK, I'm exaggerating. But you get my point. Any more of that "I want nobody, nobody but you" thing, Imma drop dead.

Something tells me I'm not in a good mood today.

Lost

Lost in a whirlpool. Can't find my way out.

Books

Ohmigod I've just finished all 5 books of the Shopaholic series. In less than 5 days.

Care

Not all the time things will go smoothly for you. But no matter how many times you tripped or stumbled, always pick yourself up, brush off the dirt and continue your journey with your head held high. Always stay strong and never ever let anyone or anything bring you down.

I care for you.

Crazy fun

Random

I'm bored out of my pants. Hence, the random-ness.

18-7-2010

Awesome day! =)

<3

BBQ

Went to Ushie( got that nickname from Michelle)'s hse for the BBQ that Friday evening. It was loads of fun! Haha

Well it was really fun actually. Went shopping for food and drinks and cocktails and fuel! Haha and started BBQ-ing and made fruit punch. Food were tasty! =) Drinks were fab.

Watched friends played Tekken(is it the correct spelling?) on PS2 and I'm telling ya, that Suyin is really.. Haha no comments la. But she dances around the tv screen and block it with her ass la.

But too bad can't stay over la T_T. But it was a nice experience. Organize it again!! XD

Facts of Life

Facts of life:

They say that ugly duckling turns into a beautiful swan; they don't realise that some ugly ducklings simply turn into even uglier ducks.

Yes, I'm talking about you bitch. Specifically abt u. Not my friends tho, I'm constantly surrounded by beautiful friends. But ur not, and u'll never be one of them.

Eeeww

Eww.

Seriously slut, enuf with all the edited + special effects pictures already! It's an eyesore. Just face it - ur really ugly and fat. No point editing EVERY SINGLE profile picture of urs and deluding the whole world.

Monkey face.

Surreal

This is so bloody surreal.

I can't believe it.

I actually won a pair of tickets for MTV World Stage!!!! OMG.

I started reading the first book from the shopaholic this afternoon.

Guess what.

I've finished reading it. And it's over 300 plus pages long.

Starting on the 2nd book.

Love, Love, Love My Life!

I'm currently so in love with my life and the way it's going right now.

For the last 2 days, I went and tried Yoga and Jazz with Mun - and I fell in love with both classes. Yoga was great. I was sweating like crazy and I really need to use up almost all my muscles for it. That was my fist try. I'm starting Yoga officially next week.

Jazz was fun! I love it alot. It's more like modern dancing and the tempo's quite fast. I love dancing and moving to the rhythm. So I'm considering joining jazz too. But I think the combination of these two could be quite a..something. My whole body is aching like crazy now! Especially my hips, back and butt. Oh and btw, jazz consists of lotsa hip and body movement. And butt too!

Then, I'm starting piano lessons this week. Tomorrow, to be precise. Oh, it's like all my dreams when I was a kid are finally coming true! I feel giddy with excitement.

Oh and yesterday, I bought the whole Shopaholic series in MPH. 5 books for RM139.90. Not bad, eh? U know how much I love to read. I'm already starting on the first book. Hee..

All in all, I love the way my life's going rite now. Even tho I have to cut off all my long nails for piano, it's worth giving it up to realise one of your biggest dreams in life. It's always worth it. =)

Smile

Don't frown; you will never know when someone would be falling in love with your smile.

Love

Love doesn't make the world go round; it makes the ride worthwhile.

Get healthy

Okay. I used to think that cough was actually no big deal compared to like, fever, period cramps, diarrhea and stuff but now I've completely changed my opinions.

It's really annoying, irritating and SUFFERING. Especially if you've been coughing non-stop for 11 days!! 11 days wei. My God. Please, whoever or whatever that has healing powers, heal me!!

I. Can't. Take. This. Anymore.

T_T...

Pls just stop coughing...

Fun facts in life

Okay, what I'm trying to point out is one fact only and that is solely MY opinion. So either you accept it, or u don't.

Haha.

So, here it is:
It's OK to bitch once in a while (as long as you get your facts right). It's healthy. XD

Really annoying chicks

Do you sometimes find some chicks super annoying? Well, sorry for the very random post and very random topic but I have a sudden rush of annoyance and I had to let it out somehow.

Haha. I find girls who LOVE acting cute a major turn-off. Especially when they make cute faces and talk in a voice that do not belong to them. Seriously. It's like they want people to perceive them as really cute when really, they're just getting on people's nerves (especially mine).

Urgh. When they look at me with those stupid expressions and start talking in that unnaturally super high-pitch voice with jutting lips and wrinkled lips and ugly.. ok, enough. Well the thing is, when they start talking to me like that, I just feel like shoving a stick up their... (ok, that was violent). Haha

Honestly, they think ppl find that adorable. Well here's some news for girls like that: it's not adorable. In fact, they're downright turn-off. I mean, imagine you're in bed with girls like that and when u get all hot and heavy she starts making really "cute" expressions and make those really "cute" noises... Ooops. I think I went overboard. But u get my point.

And then, there's also another thing about girls who put so much make-up that when they finally clean it off, they look like mom-zilla. Hahaha plenty of girls out there who looks absolutely different with makeup on. I don't get it. Why try to change your looks? Make-up is being used to enhance your beauty, not to change the way you look.

God gave you your looks, your body and your VOICE. Be proud of them. Why would anybody wanna alter those wonderful things about themselves just so they could be like someone else?

Wow, I'm having some serious issues here. I'll blame it one hormonal change. Haha kidding.

So, my point is... wait, is there even a point? Hold on and let me scroll thru this post to see if there's any points.

Okay so the point is that I feel annoyed by these ppl. That's the point.

Beautiful quotes

• One day you will ask me which is more important, my life or yours? I will say mine and you will walk away not knowing that you are my life.

• If loving you is wrong, I will never want to be right again.

• Don't say we aren't right for each other; the way I see it, we aren't right for anyone else.

• I'm not finished loving you.

Beautiful quotes

I've taken the time to list down these beautiful quotes on love, life and friendship for you to enjoy. =)

• The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart.

• Sometimes, it is best to leave a shattered glass broken than to hurt yourself by trying to fix it.

• It takes both the sunshine and rain to make a beautiful rainbow.

• Other men said they have seen angels; I have seen you, and that is enough for me.

• If I could have a single flower every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.

• And there is my heart which beats only for you.

• If I could give you one gift, I would give you the ability to see yourself as I see you, so you could see how truly special you are.

• If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.

• A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down.

Unreachable desire

I need to let it out.

Everything.

So that I can erase some of the memories in the process.

Scarily accurate

So today I was online and I was bored ( as usual ) so out of boredom I decided to check out my horoscope + zodiac sign + birth card predictions. And they were ALL so scarily accurate that it spooks me out (just a lil). Okay I'm gonna paste some of it here and for those of you who knows me, feel free to judge it.

For the combination of my zodiac and horoscope, I'm the Cancer born Monkeys:

Cancer born Monkeys will seduce the socks of any members of the opposite sex who dares cross their path. They are sensitive and free natured, yet have a talent for organization and bossy leadership. Solving problems for others is their strongest suit.

For my Birth Card, I'm the Ace of Spades:

The Ace of Spades is the most spiritual card on the deck, and yet, also the most materialistic. The person usually has a life-long conflict between their material, worldly urges and their deep, past-life spiritual heritage. (Okay the rest of the article is super long and i suppose many of u will find it boring. Therefore, I choose to stop here)

Hey, accurate, isn't it?

Celebration

Okay so as u guys know, my 18th celebration was a splendid one.

So before the 1st of July, my ex-schoolmates planned an outing together to celebrate my bday. And it was being celebrated before the 1st because 1st of July is a weekday and many of them have college. So it was nice. We went out for movie then we had dinner.

So on the 1st of July, I went out with Suyin for practically the whole day. We shopped and watched movie. Then at night, I went to the pool and met up with Mun, that was when she passed me the DVD.

The 3rd of July was the date that I went clubbing after coming off age. But before we went out, I had my ears pierced in the evening by Kah Yan's mum. 2 pairs straight, which means 4 piercings all at once. Thx aunty for not charging me! So now I hv 3 piercings on my left ear and 2 on my right ear which made a total of 5. Exactly what I wanted since I was 10. The piercings were sort of like a dream come true for me. Heee.. Then at 10 plus, we left for Maison Club near Bkt Bintang. It was.. Enjoyable. And interesting. Listening to stories abt clubs will nvr do u justice until u see it with ur very own eyes. I'm looking forward to clubbing again but maybe not Maison anymore. Everyone smokes there and it was too.. smelly for my liking. I hate cigarette smokes and my clothes and hair stinks for days. But it was really enjoyable. I enjoyed it.

Then on Sunday, on the 4th of July, I went out with a few close friends. Mun, Ling, Raymond and Sian Shern. We watched movie and played bowling ( I suck! Don't ever ask me to bowl again. Haha ) and I received a few pressies from them. Love u guys much. <3

So that was roughly what happened. No point filling in the details cuz 1. I'm too lazy to write. 2. No one will be interested in details anyway.

Special thanks

This was the best birthday ever! In my 18 years of life, this yr's birthday was just..marvelous.

I received so many amazing gifts! And every single one of the gifts meant a lot to me. Every piece of them sent warmth down my heart and made me realise that there are friemds out there who still love and care for me.

The wonderful pressies:

My dad for buying the really expensive and delicious chocolate cake for my bday.
My family for celebrating my bday with me and showering me with love and blessings.
Howard, Bonnie and Amanda for the lovely bday card that they made themselves.
Michelle Tai for the really pretty FOREVER 21 waist belt that I was looking for for the past few months.
Tan Suyin for the BURBERRY perfume that smells beautiful, just like me. *wink*
Siew Mun for the amazing DVD that was so touching that it made me cry and laugh simultaneously.
Ei Ling for the wonderful love notes *ahem* and the breathtaking silver necklace from DIAMONDS.
Raymond for the really gorgeous GUESS purse that I have wanted for so long.
Sian Shern for the outrageous yet thoughtful gift of Cherry-flavoured Lubricant for my future use.
Kah Yan for bringing me out clubbing for the very first time.

A special thanks to Siew Mun, Ei Ling, Raymond, Howard, Sian Shern, Yang Jiew, Gin Yu, Jason Leong, Tania, Kah Yan, Terri, Wei Li, Lai Kwan, Michelle Tang, Mohana, Claudine, Amanda Lee, Wei Pin, Chaowey, Yih Wey, Melvin, Marellyn, Cavan, Macha, Daniel Bego, Shahir, Shu Pin, Hui Shan, Siew Siew, Erika for the efforts for the superb videos.

A special thanks also for Michelle Tai, Kimberly Chok, Ushana, Jason Leong, Jason Lim, Fui Teng, Kai Shek, Manwyn, Christopher, Charissa, Wern Xin and Nicholas for celebrating my bday with me the other day.

Lastly, an additional thanks to everyone who wished me on my very special day. I love u guys!!

Sorry if I left out any names.. It wasn't on purpose and it was unintentional. =)

My 18th Birthday

It ws amazingly wonderful.

Seriously. I experienced all the great feelings yesterday on my 18th birthday. During the day, since everyone else has school and college etc etc, I went out to Mid Valley with Suyin. I had a great time. We went shopping around first and watched the A-Team. The movie was great. It was really nice and worth watching.

After that, I went to the pool to wait for my siblings to finish trg and then go home with them. There, I met up with Mun and Kah Yan. Mun gave the the fantastic DVD that she made.

It was the best video/movie I've ever seen in my life! I was really, really touched at the effort that u put in for me, Mun. The same goes to the rest of u out there who contributed to this video. Thank u so much, Ei Ling, Howard, Raymond, Sian Shern, Kah Yan, Tania and everyone who appeared in the video to wish me. I can't believe u guys actually make ppl Daniel Bego, Yih Wey as well as Marellyn and Melvin to wish me too! Haha it was really unexpected guys!

So, yes. It was a really successful attempt to make me cry and laugh at the same time. Thank God u guys weren't around to see my reaction. I'll look like some crazy lunatic, laughing out loud and cring out at the same time. Haha oh and I fell sick on my birthday. It may be due to the weather or.. whatever. But after watching the video, I felt so much better. I love u guys so so much.

Thank u guys once again, for making everything worth it and for putting a smile on my face. =)