Grow Up

To all you little kids out there.

You think you know what love is; you think. You think you've experienced it; you think. You think you know what it feels like to be in love; again, you think.

But truthfully, most of you can't even differentiate between a "like" and a "love". You think love is all about feeling happy, contented and plain happiness and the feeling of not wanting to lose a person. You think that's love.

No, I'm not saying I'm a professional in this field. But at least I know how to differentiate between "like" and "love" and at least I know the definition of love.

So, kids. Look up for the real meaning of love before you start using that word. But in the meantime, fuck off and grow up before you start acting like a grown up.

HOW

How did they manage to live a fairytale love life? HOW???

Step Up 3

Damn, that movie's good. Especially the choreography.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you.

Too much

It's a lil bit too much of everything.

To much emotions, too much excitements, too much nervousness, too much you.

Rarely will I feel excited to start something or to do something.

But now I'm kinda excited to start college; it was actually fun-er than I thought. =)

Fixed retainers

This morning, I went to fix my retainers. Yipee! Haha I dunno how long do I hv to wear it tho.

Okay and I have some really chessy stuff to say but apparently, Mak doesnt like it. =.= Haha kidding!

Metal-less mouth

I'm posting this post from college by the way. Haha first time using their internet and computer facility.

So anyways, MY BRACES ARE OFF!!!!! OMG like finally! I'm ecstatic! Lol but later I'm going back to the dentist to fix my retainers. I so do not miss the braces.

But my mouth felt weird tho. Kinda empty. :S

Mon coeur s'ouvre a ta voix.

Je t'aime.

EXCITED

TMR. Just 1 day left. Less than 24 hours.

TOMORROWWWW!!!!!!!!! BRACES COMING OUT!!!!!!!

Woohoooo!

It's not supposed to be

I never said it was easy. It never was.

Yes, it's hard. But it's not supposed to be this hard.

Mixed Emotions

Sad.

Guilt.

Desire.

Failure.

Frustration.

Hurt.

Break.

Tears.

I know I'll get by. Cuz I know what I want.

Whee!!

Today was second day in college.

It was kinda fun actually (maybe cuz the real classes are only starting nxt week). Haha but it was interesting. Lol

Oh there's this Korean dude in my group (for this week only) who joined the military back in Korea in the Air Force. How cool is that!

Looking forward to more fun times and more friends. =)

Tear Dropped.

GENIUS

OMG I'M A GENIUS!!!!!!!!

I managed to turn my depressing timetable into a NOT DEPRESSING one!!!! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

First Day

It was kinda boring la the orientation. But at least I made some friends. =)

Oh and there's not many students for my batch. Arnd 100++. Haha and the rest are on hols so the campus kinda empty now.

Ohh my timetable is sooo depressing!!! I gotta stay back til 5 on Wed and Thurs. Thursday's the worst. Morning 8 to evening 5. Crap. But at least the rest of the days are okay. And at least I won't hv to stay back til 7 like the A Levels kids.

Oh well. Not looking forward to studying at all. So hectic la the schedules. Plus I gotta arrange foe the piano lessons again. And transport. Pfft.

Su's 18th Bday - 21-8-2010

Ohh my baby SuYin's 18 already. She's finally grown up (not mentally nor physically, mind you. She just got older). Haha we went out for dinner at Michaelangelo and had fun talking and laughing.

And, we took lotsa pictures!! (FB). It was fun.

Then we went to Sports Bar in pavy and ordered a Margarita Tower. And Ushana made us all drink shots ( red bull + vodka ). He tried to get us all high and drunk, but he only managed to get Chris drunk. Hahahaha

Miss u two la besties. My shell and su. Now Su's finally legal. Hee.. Can club without worrying.

Happy Bday again, hun. Love ya lots.

WTF

OMG can you please stop stalking me??? It's freaking me out!! You're so creepy!!!

Friday

Went out with Mun, again. Haha we went to Mid Valley for movies.

OMG Despicable Me was amazing!!! It was hilarious and cute and has a really nice storyline. It even has a moral value instilled in it. It was an amazing movie!

Then I watched Inception - finally - and the story's wonderful. Filled with surprises and twists. But I hate the ending. I want a happy ending!!!

And, and , and, the cream of the day. I OWN 2 PAIRS OF ALDO HEELS!!!!! OMG can you believe it?? It's ALDO!!!! Thx Mun. Hehe

Dirty (kinda) jokes

Warning: This ain't for the faint-hearted. Or the under-aged. Or if you're under-aged, it doesn't matter. You won't really get it anyway. XD

The 5 sizes of penises:
1. Small
2. Medium
3. Large
4. Oh My God!
5. Is that available in white??

70 ways to make a woman happy: No1 is shopping and the rest is 69.

Failure is not when your girlfriend leaves you, it's when you leave her a virgin.

Sometimes, the bravest thing a man can do is cry!

Hahaha hope you enjoyed it! =)

When you smile, my heart melts.

Knackered

I'm totally knackered.

I planned to clean up my room today and wash the toilet cuz.. Well, I wanted to, and for hygienic purposes. So I got up, had a little breakfast, procrastinate for a while, and started cleaning.

For some unknown reason, after cleaning my room, I started cleaning up the living area upstairs and moved to cleaning up the stairs. It was so godamn tiring and my sweat was dripping like crazy.

Then after that, I went to wash the toilet and showered.

And after that, I had to cook lunch. Whoever that sold us the fish was such an ass. They didn't scrape off the scales properly and I had to do it. Then the damn scales were so much that they blocked the sink and I had to clean it up. So annoying!

So anyways, my legs were already hurting like crazy for the last 2 days and after walking around for 3 and half hours cleaning the house, it hurts even more. Pfft.

I SO envy people who have maids to do all the job.

Yesterday

So, yesterday. I. Had. A. Great. Time.

Wheee wheee wheee!!!!!

I trimmed my hair in Kimarie in the morning and met up with Mun after that. Then, I bought a pair of shoes - Playboy brand - for college use. It's sooo cute!! And it's purple! Awesome buy, that was.

And after that, we walked over to Pavy to shop for some essential stuff that I need.

And and and, I got almost everything that I need!! Except for boots. I've been trying to get a pair since 4 years ago!

I got a cardigan from Padini, a long-sleeved shirt from.. If I'm not mistaken, Padini too. AND, the greatest buy - a damn gorgeous dress from Eclipse!!! God, I love that dress.

But then after yesterday, my legs hurt like hell. Aching like crazy.

Potong Steam

Yepp. Damn potong steam la.

I was so looking forward to today cuz I could finally take off my braces. I had to wake up at 6 in the morning to leave with my siblings and I was SO tired!!! Who knows, when I got to the clinic, she said today the doc took emergency leave. Pfft. And they couldn't contact me because.. Well, because I did not give them the number of my new house. Eheh XP

But still. Such a letdown! I'll only take it off nxt Thurs. =(

Conflict within myself

Yep. Major conflict.

I so don't wanna start college and lose all my freedom. But at the same time, I'm actually anticipating it and kinda looking forward to it.

I can't believe time actually flies, as in literally. I can't believe I've been doing nothing for 8 months and 8 whole months has just gone past, just like that. I haven't been studying or using my brain for 8 months and I'm so not looking forward to start using my rusty brain next week.

On another note entirely, I can't wait for my braces to go off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Effing Girl

Stupid effing bitch from MOS. Can't even speak English properly. Don't even know how you got employed there in the first place.

Grossed Out

Okay so as usual, I was just randomly browsing thru the net (which is what I do everyday, btw) and just google-ing for random topics that pops into my head.

So I was just looking up the net and checking out pictures of celebrities without makeup - altho I have to say, some celebrities look good without makeup and some look really ugly -when I somehow started checking out celebs with the worst plastic surgery disaster.

You know how nowadays you can't get a 100% original celeb? They'll either get a nose job, boob job, face lift, lipo etc etc. And I'm telling ya, those pictures of the gone wrong surgeries are a HUGE turn-off. I felt grossed out and lost my appetite. It's horrible. Urgh.

Maybe you can go check it out. =P

Twisties!

Tomato flavour. Yummm.. *licks lips*

Bye-bye Braces

Weee!!!! Hahaha yupp, u read it right. I'm about to say bye to my loyal braces of 3 years.

I'm taking it off next Tuesday, and fixing my retainers on Wednesday. Finally. Gosh, I've been waiting for this moment to arrive when I can finally get rid of it. And, right before college starts! Hehe oh oh and before my bro takes his off. IN HIS FACE!!! Hehehe he's been bragging about how his braces are gonna be taken off first and stuff like that. Haha can't wait to tell him later. XD

Finished the Grade 1 Book today! Wheeee.. Hahaha i'm so hyper. Today's the 4th lesson and i've finished the whole book. The piano teacher was ecstatic. Hehe

Jealouss

I'm soooooo jealous of Tania!! I wanna go to the US too!!! =( Hahaha read her blog and felt like experiencing everything myself.

I wanna go!! Lol

Super Funny

There's this little fact thingy on Facebook that I was SO tempted to like cuz it's SO funny but it's a bit too dirty for a girl to like. Haha

Here it is:

A penis has a sad life. His hair is a mess, his family is nuts, his neighbour is an asshole, his best friend is a pussy and his own owner beats him!!

Like OMFG that's super funny!! Hahaha

Love Stories

Each person has their own unique and special love story.

If you care to find out, every story of theirs are beautiful. =)

Reminder and Appreciation

Once in a while, you'll need a reminder or a gentle nudge to remind you where you are and to appreciate those around you.

You know you're lucky to be surrounded by wonderful things and amazing people, but sometimes, a little reminder is what you need to stop you from taking everything for granted, even for a little while.

Sometimes, a little reminder won't do the job. There are people who needs to lose everything they have to finally make them realise all the amazing things that were being thrown away.

Maybe someday, when you lost every single thing that you had once taken granted of, you'll realise you've been a fool.

Realization

Somewhere between here and there, I've found you. =)

TMI

Ever heard of TMI people? It means, Too Much Info.

Seriously, it's dangerous to pour out everything that happens in ur life into the internet. Doesn't matter if it's thru facebook, twitter, blogger or anywhere else, it's just that you shouldn't.

People get a false sense of security that thru the internet, they can reveal much of themselves. Some people even reveal more of themselves thru the net than to any of their friends. This shouldn't be happening.

It allows others, more people than u think, to access you and use you with all the info that you put up.

Sometimes, it's best to keep most info with u or share it with flesh and blood people; not the internet.

Piano Sheets

I ran across this amazing blog where they provide hundreds and hundreds of free music piano sheets for you to download.

But I accidentally closed the tab so unfortunately, I don't remember the URL.

But on the upside of things, I have LOADS of music sheets with me now. Hehehe *grins from ear to ear*

I can't wait to master all basics in piano. <3

PIANO

I need a piano!!! Argh

Wheeeeeeee.... <3

Quote Suyin :"I'm in love" Un-quote.

My PERSONAL review of MTV World Stage

This is totally my own PERSONAL review. Copyright and it's none of my business if you don't agree =)

Bunkface was good. They made us all proud. And great performance they had. =)

Wondergirls were just.. sorry to say, but it's really a waste of my time. It wasn't really awesome or amazing and they're not even pretty.

But it was all really tiring la. It was like, we had to line up for hrs under the sun then it rained we were all soaked and cold and wet for almost 6 and half hrs. And I'm not feeling well now and had to miss Tania's farewell. Sorry Tania.. So sorry.

Then in betweeen performances, we had to like stand there and wait for about 45 mins to an hour before the next one comes out. So it was really tiring and suffering la. Then no food and drinks allowed. Evryone was hungry and thirsty. And they were selling food and drinks inside. RM10 for burger. RM 5 for any kinds of drinks (water, 100 plus, coke)

When Tokio Hotel came out, seriously they made it worth it for everyone who waited for them. That was one hell of a performance. Spectacular. And Bill is sooooo beautiful!!! OMG when he smiled..!!!!!! Hahahahahaha. But he was good.

Then we waited for about an hr for Katy. And everyone (including me) was starting to think its not worth the wait. Cuz we were all cold and freezing. And its nearly midnight. But we'll never forgive ourselves if we left. So we crossed our fingers and hope that she'll make it all worthwhile.

She did.

God, I love her. She has amazing personality!! She even presented one of her new song (Peacock) to us, Malaysia, that she has never ever perform to any other countries. So amazing!!! I wanted so badly to have the Meet n Greet passes. I could die if I meet and greet her. Wheee...

But it ended around 1 and it was quite late la. But worth it. Totally. The wondergirls slot could actually be cut out. But somehow, they have quite a number of fans la.

Anyways, I'm sick now, but totally worth it to see Katy singing. Oh and when she sang Thinking of You, I felt like crying. Her voice is just so beautiful and she's just so beautiful. Love you, Katy.

MAD Charity Show

On Friday nite, me and my friends went to Euphoria for the MAD thingy. But we were there late and only saw the last part of the performance. But we stayed for the real clubbing after 1030.

OMG. So many things happened!!!! I can't tell u. But we all had fun la. It was a really good experience. And we all danced. Haha but after that my legs were dead for dancing in heels for hours.

Michelle.. Suyin.. *wink* *evil laughs*

MTV World Stage

OMG!!! It was awesome!!! KATY PERRY!!!!! *Screamssss*

Ok ok. I'll hv to start from the beginning.

We were waiting and stuff and were tired and really hot for so many hours! Then it started to freaging rain! And we got soaked and the MTV people started handing out raincoats AFTER we all got soaked. Haha but we used it anyway.

So we went in and waited and the thing started around 7. Everyone was standing and shoving about and it was so crowded!!! Everyone was trying to push their way to the front.

Okay so the lineup was Bunkface, Wonder Girls, Tokio Hotel and Katy Perry. At first me and my friends thought Katy was second and we were thinking of leaving right after her performance (hungry and cold), but turn out she was last.

Bunkface was actually pretty good. They are a really good band. Their vocals were great but too bad they sang a few Malay songs that we don't know. But everyone was having a good time. And they made Malaysians proud. =)

Then Wonder Girls. Err.. Well.. Their performance was good(?) I suppose.. I dunno. Haha ok la they were like dancing and shaking their bodies and all the gurs were wild. There was this chinese dude beside me who kept going "OMG Saranghe Wondergirls!!! Take me home!! I LOVE YOUUUUU!!!!!" He's so annoying. But honestly la, hand at heart, their vocals are not good. Maybe the dancing and all was ok but vocals.. Hmmm. And I expected them to be hotter and prettier in real life but.. Well.

Then Tokio Hotel *screamsssss* They were SUPERB!!!! OMG their performance was great!! Bill was GORGEOUS *drools* and he sang really, really well. Their vocals were amazing, the props were wonderful and all the electric showers and sparks were good. And flames. They performed the longest. About an hour. But it was amazing. They made up for everyone who was tired from waiting for so long.

KATY PERRY!!!! *screamsssssssss* She is AWESOME!! OMG her expressions!!! Well, she did follow our country's regulation (full-length pink body suit with pink tutu) and not dressed up in her usual eccentric clothes but it was ok. She opened her performance with California Gurls. She was sitting on top of this huge and colourful ice-cream and singing. God, it was great. Evryone was dancing and singing along. She sang about 7 songs, Waking Up in Vegas, Thinking of you, I kissed a Girl, Hot and Cold and a few new songs from her new album. Her expressions!!!! She winked at us!! *Scream again* and showed us her engagement ring!! She's just amazing. And at last, she was just throwing her stuff down the stage. Her tutu, her props, candies and everything. She even threw herself down!!!! Lucky bastards in front got to touch her. I'm so jealous. She was really amazing. It was her first time to Malaysia and it's unlikely she'll ever hold a concert here so thank God I saw her.