Now that I know, I wish I hadn't known

Sometimes, the truth hurts, no matter how much you try to convince yourself that it doesn't matter.

Sometimes, knowing the truth will make you wish that you hadn't known about it at all.

Sometimes, things aren't what you think they are. Sometimes, you aren't as important as you think you are.

The truth, sometimes, can bring you crashing down hard and wake you up from the fantasy you've been convincing yourself with.

And when you woke up from that happy place, you wish you were back there, so that you can continue to know nothing and believe in everything.