Conflict within myself

Yep. Major conflict.

I so don't wanna start college and lose all my freedom. But at the same time, I'm actually anticipating it and kinda looking forward to it.

I can't believe time actually flies, as in literally. I can't believe I've been doing nothing for 8 months and 8 whole months has just gone past, just like that. I haven't been studying or using my brain for 8 months and I'm so not looking forward to start using my rusty brain next week.

On another note entirely, I can't wait for my braces to go off!!!!!!!!!!!!!!