No regrets

This is the decision that I've made. I have got no choice but to walk through it. Hope everything goes well and that I won't regret anything. :)

Thank God I made the right choice and postponed studying till next year. First of, it's cuz working life sucks. I feel so damn tired all. the. time. And it's sooo hard to wake up at 545 in the morning! So yeah, I know I've gotta work in order to earn a living, but I'd rather later than sooner :D And also, I can't skip work anytime I want to. :( The perks of being a student, is that you can. :P With a limit, of course. Haha

Apologies

I'm so so sorry. Words could not describe how sorry I am for doing this.

What do you do...

When there's a gazillion things you'd like to say but couldn't?

When there's a gazillion things you'd like to do but couldn't?

When you know how you feel but can't do anything about it?

When even expressing yourself through blogs and tweets becomes impossible because it's accessible by everyone?

Reality of Fear

Got this out from a website and I love what it meant: http://9gag.com/fast#310968

You're not scared of the dark.

You're scared of what's in it.

You're not afraid of heights.

You're afraid of falling.

You're not afraid of the people around you.

You're just afraid of rejection.

You're not afraid to love.

You're just afraid of not being loved back.

You're not afraid to let go.

You're just afraid to accept the reality that he/she is gone.

You're not afraid to try again.

You're just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.

NT?

Which stands for No Title, of course. :D

It's been eons since I last blogged. Have been super duper busy! Damn tiring. My life, that is.

Feel bothered lately. I don't know why. No scratch that, I THINK I do know why. But oh well, life's like that. Gotta live with it.

It's been ages since I last watched a movie in a cinema. I sooo wanna go watch a movie. Haha

Perfect Match

By Jodi Picoult. Hahaha I know I know, there's many Jodi's books reviews here.

It's a story about a mother, who is a prosecutor herself for seven yrs, who found out that her 5 year old son was sexually abused by a pedophile. Knowing that the justice system couldn't bring her son any justice as she herself has been a prosecutor for rape cases, she seek for revenge. She killed the priest who did it by shooting him in the head four times.

*spoiler alert!*

The twist here, is that in the middle of the story, after she killed the priest, it was being revealed that the actual offender is another priest and she had killed the wrong guy.

In this story, it reflects the value of love and family and consequences of actions that might tear apart everything that one has been working hard for for years.

Kind of disappointed

I would say that I'm a bit disappointed in the way she behaved. I did my best, really. And it this is what she chose to do, then I can't really do anything about it.

It's been so long (part 2)

It's been ages since I last blogged. Had been so preoccupied with all the tiring work and haven't gotten the chance to actually write. Hahah

But anyways, work has been tiring. It makes me feel super fat, no joke. Sitting in an office for hours definitely doesn't work for your ass.

Haha and, my results were out last week. I'm okay with it I guess, it's slightly better than expected. :D So next stop would be degree but I think I'll only be starting next year. So in the meantime, I'll be working full time till probably the end of November. :)

The Pact

The Pact is a 'love story' written by Jodi Picoult. In her usual way. Haha

It's pretty sad actually, It's a story about this two high school sweethearts who have known each other for their entire lives and they grew up next to each other as neighbours. Their parents were good friends and when the both of them started showing love interest towards one another, their parents couldn't be more delighted.

However, the girl, Emily was found dead from a gunshot on her head and her boyfriend, Chris was found fainted next to her. The gun was found there itself with Chris's fingerprint all over it. Chris told everyone that it was a suicide pact made by both of them but with more evidence being unearthed, Chris became the suspect of murder.

Read this book that has lots of twists to it and the final truth is as heartbreaking as any other books that Jodi Picoult wrote.

Happy and Proud

I'll be getting to Grade 5 in piano soon; in less than a year of learning. I'm sooo happy! And I'm kinda proud of myself too. Hahaha and I got a shock of my life when my piano teacher actually asked me to major in music instead of taking up my business degree. O.o

But anyways, started work today (yeah my exams only ended last Thurs and I'm already starting today :( ) Was looking forward to it since it's my first working experience but I got sickinstead. Vomited twice in the morning and had a freaking insomnia yesterday. I woke up at 3am and couldnt fall back asleep (is that insomnia??) But yeah was suffering today. Felt so tired and sick and all but it was a good experience today. :)

I hope I can get well soon. I wanna earn my monehh! :D

It's been so long

HELLOOOOOO!!! I'm in a hyper mood!! Hahahahahahahaha

Guess what. I just finished my last paper today! Woohooooo! I'm done with college. Hehh I'm freeeeeeeeee!!! :D:D:D:D

Anyways, Statistics suck. :( It was harrrrd. Ughh. But oh well. Just have to wait for results now! :)

But anyhow, I don't really have time to holiday. Will be starting on my job next Monday. Probably I'll work for two to three months. Then last month enjoy before I start degree next year. :D:D

Boots!

I still can't believe that my awesome darling got me a pair of boots as my bday present!

I've literally spent 4++ years looking for a pair of boots but somehow, I always ended up not getting any. And my darling bought me a pair when she went Hong Kong for a vacation.

Woohoooo!!! :D:D:D Feels surreal.

Thanks so much kay. You're the bestest friend ever! :)

The last exam of the year!

It's coming right up! Next Saturday. Teeheehee. And then I'm done with foundation for good.

For the first time ever, I actually felt hardworking enough to want to start studying today, but I couldn't find ALL my textbooks! And I got really frustrated.

But seriously, where is it?? I've searched my lockers, my bedroom, my living room, my desks, and I can't find them.

So back to the topic. I can't wait to end this thing, but I don't wanna finish it up so fast either. Hahah ughh contradictory emotions.

I don't think I've learnt anything throughout the whole year though. And am definitely not prepared to graduate from Pre-U so fast. Will have to start degree then.

Oh and my dad forbade me to read the books until I'm done with finals. Pffft.

Salem Falls

By Jodi Picoult.

I would say that.. Nineteen minutes is slightly better, but I think that's just cuz of my own preference. Hahah

But overall, this book is nice. Very suspenseful; not dull.

I like her writing style. :)

Can You Keep A Secret

By Sophie Kinsella. Hahah

OK honestly, it wasn't that nice. But it's quite funny though. I would say that Twenties Girl is a nicer book. But for a good laugh, it's pretty okay. :D

Hahah and yeah I finished it in less than a day.

6 more to go. :D

Nineteen Minutes

Book by Jodi Picoult, author of My Sister's Keeper.

A good book, and for those who know her writing patterns, well, that's what I like about her books. :) Although it did make me cry and got emo for a few days. Ahaha

But basically it's a story about how a victim of bullying, Peter, who had had enough of the tormenting and went to school and started a shooting spree, killing his fellow schoolmates. This book shows how things aren't what they seem to be and there are many underlying reason that shapes a person's being. It broadens our minds and gave us a better understanding from a different perception.

But a sad book, all the same.

7 more coming up! :D

P.S. Need to focus on my studies more.

Twenties Girl

A book by Sophie Kinsella, author of the Shopaholic series.

Hahaha it's actually quite a good book, much better than what I expected. I started reading thinking it was some regular, not so impressive chick lit and found out that this book surprises me. It has a pretty unexpected story line and the way the author wrote it was.. pretty good.

I'd recommend this book to lovers of chick lits and those who fancy a good humour. :D

Spoils me much

You spoil me too much! :( Hahaha but it's a good thing. <3

Spree in MPH!

OK. Maybe not really a spree as I still had to follow certain limits. Hahah

But I bought 9 books todayy! Weeee! So happy. Hehh hopefully it can last me for at least a month. Please please pretty pleaseee. Cuz the last time I bought 5 books, I finished all 5 in a week. -.- So not worth it. Hahaha

Thanks so so much, you. :)

Stupid quizzes

Seriouslyyy. I got so stressed out today. Had my first quiz and I didn't finish studying the 3 chapters that were coming out. And it was hardddd! :( Sigh. Hopefully it wasn't thaaat bad.

And I'm having Marketing and Stats quiz tomorrow. Haven't studied a thing. Am thinking whether I should just screw it up or not. But both quizzes are worth 10% each. Which is a lot :(

Silly boy of mine

Loads of love. Hehhh. XOXO.

Now that I know, I wish I hadn't known

Sometimes, the truth hurts, no matter how much you try to convince yourself that it doesn't matter.

Sometimes, knowing the truth will make you wish that you hadn't known about it at all.

Sometimes, things aren't what you think they are. Sometimes, you aren't as important as you think you are.

The truth, sometimes, can bring you crashing down hard and wake you up from the fantasy you've been convincing yourself with.

And when you woke up from that happy place, you wish you were back there, so that you can continue to know nothing and believe in everything.

Motivated

NOT. Hahhaha oh dear, all I feel like doing is play Zoo Tycoon all the time and not study. -.- And I don't even have much time to study anymore :(

Kinda looking forward to after I'm done with this course. Can't wait. Hehh then I'mma go wild.

SO not looking forward to the coming week

I have like 4 quizzes in one whole week! And presentation for Marketing. So need to prepare all the slides and videos and everything.

And then, need to study. But all I want to do, is play! I know it's prolly reaaaaally outdated or smth, but my sister borrowed Zoo Tycoon from her friend the other day and I couldn't stop playing it. -.- But I prefer Roller Coaster Tycoon though. I still couldn't find anyone who has it. Maybe I'll get it myself. Hehhh

My 19th Birthday

It was yesterday, 1st of July. And it was one of the best birthdays I've ever had. :) But towards the end, I was so so tired cuz I was up since 5.20 am and had been out the whole day. Plus I had classes in the morning. :(

It started in college. When I was in my last class, which was from 9.30 to 11 am, my friends came in to my Marketing class and said someone has something for me. So they came in, with a huge bouquet of flowers. OMG I was so so stunned. Remember a post I wrote last year, about how it would be so sweet if you're in the middle of class or work and someone sent you a bunch of flowers? The link's here : http://roujun-hotchicksrock.blogspot.com/2010/12/aint-it-sweet.html.

So yeah, apparently, he read it, and he arranged for the flowers thingy without me knowing about it. So sweet! I was really touched. So that was one of my dreams coming true. And it's all so sweet, they're roses. :)

Afterwards, I went and did two streaks of pink extensions! God they look fab! Like seriously. Hahah maybe I'll upload it after I take pictures of it. But anyway, I treated that for myself and the extensions, were literally my childhood dream. Since the day I got to know Avril Lavigne. Haha

Then I had karaoke with my baby. One of my favourite things in the world. And got a whole bottle of sparkling juice from RedBox. Hehh :D

At night, met up with old friends from high school for dinner. They're all quite close to me so it was a really nice dinner. We talked and laughed a lot and did a few stupid stuffs. Guess what they got me, apart from the birthday cake, they got me.. Avril Lavigne's album! Hahaha I really like that.

I had a nice time. :)

Tomorrow's my bday :)

And you know how I've been looking forward to it since last week?

Well, all of a sudden, I lost the enthusiasm. :( I don't know why. But I think it's because I've been so so tired recently with all the projects and stuff. I even have an assignment due tomorrow. And I have to wake up at 5.45 am in the morning tomorrow. :( But am looking forward to seeing my friends. :)

Hahah oh well. And I dyed my hair yesterday!! Purple-ish red. :D And I'm gonna do a highlight-like-extension tomorrow. HEHE

Party pooper!

HAHAHHAHA I have like, the worse secret-keeping friends.

Apparently, they were planning a surprise dinner thingy for my birthday this Friday. Then, my close friends accidentally said something which got me suspicious. And then apparently my brother was going to surprise me at the dinner, but my other friend accidentally told me my brother was going. HAHAHAHAHAHA they sho dumb dumb but I still love them!

My up-and-coming birthday!

I'm supposed to be studying.

Anyway, I'm not the type who celebrates birthdays or make a big fuss about my birthday. And I normally treat my birthdays like any other days.

But this time, I have no idea why am I looking forward to my 19th birthday (which is coming up soon :D). Hahaha

Maybe something magical's about to happen? Like I'll suddenly turn into a supermodel or I'll suddenly have the ability to perform magic. Or something.

Here's to dreaming big! *cheers*

Midterms

Am having midterms now omgg stresssss!

Haven't been studying at all and I'm having Econs paper later in the afternoon. Gah! I shouldn't have waited til the very last minute and then try to cram everything into my brain. -.-

But for some unknown reason, it feels like I'm sitting for finals instead of midterms. I dunno why. Hahah and I can't wait for this to be over so that I can have back my awesome life! ;) Hehh

Swimming after.. A very long time

Haha it was better than I thought. After retiring last year, I haven't really been to the pool to swim. Yesterday though, I went for a swim.

And OMG today my body's aching like crazy. Hahah this is worse than I thought. My stamina sucks so bad right now. But on a happier note, at least I exercised. Hehh I feel healthy! :D

OH AND IT'S MY YOUNGEST SISTER'S BIRTHDAY TODAYY!! WEEEEEE

Stressed out and the stupid bubbly voice

Gah! I'm stressed out. And there's this stupid bubbly voice at the back of my head bugging me about my assignments and presentations that I can't even enjoy playing games or going for a movie freely.

This sucks so bad. :( First presentation next week and I haven't even started on my report yet. Let alone the slides.

And I really don't like it when there's so much work to do, but the other group members act like there's nothing going on and then rush everything last minute. I do not like. :(

Entrusted trust

You know there's this saying that says that when you completely trust someone, you're giving that person the complete power to destroy you but trusting that they wouldn't.

It's so true.

When you choose to have complete faith and trust in a person, you're giving the person the key to betray you. Because you have such faith in that person, if that person ever betrays you, it'll ruin you. It'll make you question everything. It'll turn your world upside down.

I'm giving you my trust, and trusting you not to destroy me.

The Power Of. Love.

I woke up feeling really tired and sleepy and not so happy because of some dispute last night. Then had to wake up at 6 am to go to college for Statistics quiz.

Anyway. My point is.

I got to the parking lot in college and was parking my car when I saw a familiar figure heading towards me. At first it didn't particularly hit me that he was there but when it did hit me, I was stunned.

All I could do was stare in surprise. After having slept so little, he woke up early in the morning on a Friday during his term break and drove all the way to college just to see me and patch things up. I couldn't have been more touched. He even brought me the book that I've been wanting to get for a really long time but didn't buy cuz it was expensive.

It was the best surprise ever. Considering the fact that he beat me to college and was waiting for me at the car park. And it was only 740 am at that time.

It was the best way to start my day. And I'm full of smiles :)

Happy Glow

I am surrounded by this happy glow I swear. I feel soo happy these few days. Everything couldn't be more perfect.

I mean, I used to care about what others think of me and feel bothered by it. But then I've realised that I don't care. Why should I be bothered by the thoughts of people that I don't even care? As long as I know I have great friends who love me for who I am, why should I even bother about those people who don't matter to me?

And once I've reached that realisation, I feel free. Like seriously. I've never felt happier in my life. I'm surrounded by love. And a happy glow :)

I've never felt more in love with everyone important in my life.

My funny (but in a really retarded way -.-) brother

Okay this is a random post. It just so happened that these incidences crossed my mind and it gave me the giggles so I decided to blog about it.

I have a brother who's a year younger than me. But he is soooooo retarded! He makes jokes that are so lame and retarded to the extent that we'll actually laugh for a long time. I don't know how he managed that.

Anyways, he likes doing really retarded and annoying stuff just to annoy me and my younger sisters. So his brilliant plan was to start saying 'hello' to us for about a million times a day and it gets so annoying because when we reply, he won't say anything and then a minute later he goes 'hello' again. And, the most annoying part is that he doesn't pronounce 'hello' as 'hello'. Instead, he pronounce it as 'haree-rroooow' in a very exaggerated, high pitch (and annoying) manner.

So yeah, and he even went up to the point of answering all our calls with that annoying 'haree-rooow' of his. Then there was this time, it was at night and me and my siblings were just chilling at home waiting for our parents to return. Then the phone rang and thinking it was my mum calling, he answered it with his annoying 'haree-rrooow'. After that, there was this really awkward silence. Me and my sisters were wondering what's going on when he cleared his throat and spoke in his normal tone. Apparently, it was the driving instructor who called to reconfirm my driving lesson the next day and the driving instructor got a shock when he heard the really retarded greeting from my brother.

Hahaha. And the best part? It happened more than once.

It's really really retarded and stupid. He was calling my mum once and when someone picked up the phone on the other end, he immediately say 'haree-rrooow'. Then, followed by a moment of awkward silence, he quickly said "sorry wrong number" and hung up. OMG it was so freaking funny me and my sisters couldn't stop laughing. HAHAHA apparently he dialed the wrong number and some malay lady picked up her phone. HAHAHHAHA wtff man seriously if it happens to you it'll be like 'errr what??'

LOLOLOLOL. Ahhh :') so retarded. But I love my brother to bits :)

Worried and depressed

I'm worried about my dad. He's been in the hospital since.. Last Friday. Are infections after biopsy supposed to take this long to recover?

Anyways, he's tried 3 different antibiotics, none of which works. So he's gonna try out the 4th type.

And I'm so tired. I have to spend these few days becoming the driver of the family. I don't even get the chance to go home after I leave house and 730 in the morning until about 10 at night. I don't mind, and I'm not complaining. But the thing is, I have quizzes this Thursday. 3 subjects this week and another next week and I haven't gotten the chance to study a single thing or do my homework. Plus I've skipped a couple of classes so I really needa study in order to understand the missed lessons.

I really really hope that my dad'll get well soon.

Dad admitted to hospital

Today is the second day dad's in the hospital. He got admitted yesterday morning and it seems like he's still not recovered yet so he won't be discharged anytime soon.

I am so depressed. I didn't visit him today. Sigh.

Stupid doctors. He got an infection after undergoing biopsy the day before yesterday.

Tumbling downhill

It's just one thing after another isn't it.

Sigh. I'm so disappointed in her. I don't get what her problem is, and I think, it's time to let her go. I've had doubts for months, which have been increasing and decreasing for the past few months. After seeing her and talking to her face to face, I realise that if she doesn't think it's precious anymore, then I don't think I'll care anymore. Simple as that.

I've promised myself that I'm not gonna skip college anymore after last semester (I think I've skipped half of the semester last sem), but ended up I skipped again today. And it's the second time of the week. Damn it la. I've missed out on the lesson. And quizzes are next week.

Ughh.

But anywayss. On a completely different note, 16th May 2011. Awwww. It's a special day. :)

Tattoo

See, I've always wanted to get a tattoo. But my parents, being the typical Asians, doesn't really allow it since I'm not 'officially' an adult yet. I'm thinking of getting one soon thought. But I'm at a lost. Haha I don't really know what kind of design I want although I have a few locations in my mind.

Lower back. It's pretty common and many people chose this area for their tattoos. However, it's pretty hard to choose the perfect design. And.. Well, I wanna make sure I choose the perfect one for me seeing as it'll be a lifetime commitment. :D

Neck. I think having clusters of stars trailing down from your neck to your back ala Rihanna's style is pretty nice. Or maybe at the pelvic region? Haha

Upper back. Maybe have a design there or maybe some words?

Ankle. This, I'm torn. I don't know to have a design there or have an anklet there.

There's so many options that I want! Now, which one to choose? :)

This is super pretty!

The stars :)

This is actually quite nice. But I don't know if I'd have the guts to do it. :/

Butterfly! One of the most common tattoos.

This word inking is pretty cool. But I'd prefer it at the lower back though. :)

Piano

Well, as some people know, I only started playing piano end of last year right. And I've counted, this month is the 8th month I started learning piano. Guess what. I'm in grade 4 noww! WOOHOOOOO in less than 8 months omg I'm so darn awesome I can't believe it HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA

In Love

We've all heard about it, dreamed about it, talked about it.

But seriously, what is it really like? Can it be described?

I had all these weirdest dreams these few days. Haha damn stupid. Oh and as for college, so far so good. :) But the stupid system seriously sucks. :/

I just realised I have this tendency to stray away from the title that I usually post. I find it annoying. Haha

But I guess there's really no describing what love is like. When it hits us, it hits us. And when we're being treated right, it's the best feeling in the whole wide world. We feel complete; on top of the world. :)

3rd semester

Holy shit. Time flies like no man. Or whatever it's called.

Hahahahaha I don't wanna start my last semester so early. Because. I have no idea what I wanna/gonna do after I graduate. And I still don't feel older or wiser or smarter or whatever 19 year-olds are supposed to feel. :( I'm just a year away from the big 2-0! And I'm still non the wiser.

But anyways, I'm sorta liking this sem. It ain't as bad as I imagined after last semester's shit (oh btw did I tell you I freaking screw my results last sem? Bloody lecturer) but yeah, it ain't bad. :) I've even changed my perspective about certain things.

I feel awesome today. I dunno why. I just felt.. Great. Like nothing can bring me down. * touch wood* Haha I hope I can feel this way everyday. :)

Totally WTFFF man! HAHAHA

Two blondes were driving to Disneyland and the exit sign reads: DISNEYLAND LEFT. They started crying and headed home.

(HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA wtfff)

A bus full of ugly people met an accident and died. Before entering heaven, they were all given a wish. So the first person asked to be made beautiful and it happened. So the rest of them followed the same wish. When it came to the last person, he was laughing. The voice then asked, "Why are you laughing? What's your wish?" And the person laughed even harder, "Make them all ugly again!"

(HAHAAHAHAH what the shit ritee)

A blonde walks into a store.

Blonde: Can I get that TV in the corner please?

Shopkeeper: Sorry, I don't serve blondes.

The blonde goes and put on a brunette wig.

Blonde: Can I get that TV in the corner please?

Shopkeeper: Sorry, I don't serve blondes.

The blonde goes and put on a redhead wig.

Blonde: Can I get that TV in the corner please?

Shopkeeper: Sorry, I don't serve blondes.

Blonde: Damn it! How do you know I'm a blonde?

Shopkeeper: That's not a TV at the corner. It's a microwave.

I accused my brother of being gay yesterday.

He got so angry he hit me with his purse.

(HAHAHAHAH DAMN STUPID)

Yo mama so fat that when I tried to drive around her, I ran out of gas.

Yo mama so fat that when she fell in love, she broke it.

Yo mama so fat that when she steps on the weighing scale, my phone number appears.

*Genie appears!*

Genie: I shall grant you 3 wishes. What's your first wish?

Man: More wishes!

Genie: You can't wish for more wishes.

Man: More genies!

Genie: Oh. Fuck.

Yo mama so fat that her bellybutton got home 15 minutes before she does.

Yo mama so fat that people jog around her for exercise.

Ahhh omg damn funny! *wipes tears* Nothing better than having a good laugh. :)

Too nice

He's too nice. Till it hurts.

So confused

It's all so confusing!! :(

And I want the two tops that I saw yesterday!!! :( :( :(

But seriously, hunny. If you don't even bother what's going to happen to you and you keep doing the same thing, I'm gonna stop caring too.

Limitations. Friendships.

Do not read this if you do not like emo shit. You've been warned.

You know how everyone has a limitation? Well, I do too. This blog isn't about me complaining about my life, or about how unfair life is. It's about me, disappointed in certain things.

Friendships. People always say how important friends are, how they should be your strengths and hopes, how they are always behind you no matter what you do. Again, I'm not going to complain about my friends, or to point any fingers at anyone. I'm just voicing out my disappointment.

There's always a perfect scenario somewhere. A perfect situation. Everyone can always tell you how you should face difficult times, how you should overcome challenges. It's always the same piece of advice isn't it? They're almost always the same. But having a really, really good friend will help. It really will. If you have a really good friend who genuinely cares about you, you can trust them completely and you know that you can always depend on them whenever life's giving you shit.

Unfortunately, reality isn't always like this. Not everyone can always have a good friend at all stages of their lives. People can tell you the criteria of a really good friend, but sadly, they are hardly one themselves. Sometimes, in one stage of your life, you had a really good friend/s. You treasured the friendship. You wanted it to last. You nurtured it. You give every damn piece of effort to try and keep it. But it's so sad and frustrating that the other party doesn't seem to give a shit. They don't look like they care at all. Or maybe, to them, the friendship has already expired. Or they're just taking the friendship for granted.

They come to you when they have problems, they depend on you, and you gave your 110% effort because you really do treasure the friendship. But after comforting them, they go off. They don't even ask about your life, or your problem. They don't even initiate the first move in keeping in touch. They don't know what's going on in your life.

Taking friendships for granted. That's one of the worse thing you can ever do to someone. Taking it for granted that he/she will be there for you when you need them, but you don't even bother trying to keep in touch with them or talk to them once in a while to ask them how are they. Maybe you do treasure it, but you're just taking it for granted. Don't do that. Don't ever. You might lose a friend. A really good friend.

However, it's true that some friendships have expiry dates. They just wear off. People need different friends at various stages. But that isn't always the case. Like any relationship, friendship is also a relationship that needs nurturing and care in order to grow and last. It all depends on how important it is to you.

There's only so much I can take. I have my limitations. Everyone has problems in life. And everyone depends on friends to make them feel better. I do too. Or maybe I'm just being stupid. Maybe you didn't even care at all. Maybe it's all me.

Maybe it's time to let go.

Food poisoning

:( :(

So horrible. Tummy was hurting so much i felt like dying. Puked too :(

On a completely different note, I don't know wat did I do to deserve you :) You are the best.

And, on another completely different topic, I'm sick and tired of having to make the first move. If you treasure this, you'll initiate something too, instead of me approaching you guys first all the time. I'm starting to re-think whether you care.

End of second sem

Woohooooooo!!!!!

Hahahahha thank God it's over. OK. Maybe not yet. I still have another paper to go this saturday. Ahh but who cares? I'm just so so glad it's all over.

Then the next semester will be my last sem in college. Gosh, time flies. I don't feel as if I've learnt anything from these 2 sems. Haha

Finals tomorrow

Time to buckle up. I still have 4 more chapters to go OMG before first paper tomorrow.

I just hope I can get good results. I know I've been lagging this semester, but whoever that's out there, please help me get good grades kay? I promise I'll be a good girl after this and study hard for my exams next time. :)

The horror - Finals

I swear, I really have no idea how I managed to make it through this whole semester. I've never ever come so close to breaking down before, let alone breaking down multiple times. Yet, in this semester, I managed to achieve both; a couple of times.

This semester was hell. It was a nightmare, honestly. Hellish. And I'm so so glad it's coming to an end. Finals starting this Saturday and I'm not prepared at all cuz I originally thought finals was 3 weeks away. And when my friend told me finals was this week, there's only 1 week left.

Oh wells. Wtv. I'll just do my best. And after finals, Imma take a well deserved break. Hehhh.

Skipping Class + The Social Network =

Equals to a relaxing day. :D

I'm so disappointed with myself for skipping college today, again. I've skipped 3 days last week and today for this week so that amounts to.. Skipping 4 days out of 8 days. Haha. Damn proud.

And so, I decided to watch The Social Network. Yes, yes I know, I'm outdated. But oh wells. At least I watched. Hehh.

And I have to say, the movie was quite nice actually, better than expected. And I didn't know Mark Zuckerberg was such an asshole.

I woke up late this morning, and now, I feel super sleepy again. I think, I'm turning into a pig. Hopefully not. :(

Black Swan

This movie, as everyone knows, is a big hit and everyone's rushing to watch it.

Plenty of my friends were telling me how disturbing and scary this movie is. I've also heard plenty of reviews about it.

But.. Honestly, I think it's a bit overrated.

I mean, yes it's scary. Yes it's disturbing. And I really think kids shouldn't watch it., but from what I've heard, I expected it to be super super super creepy and disturbing.

But I've gotta admit that this movie is pretty disturbing, in a way. But not AS disturbing as what was being portrayed from the others.

The movie's quite nice though. :)

Emotional books

I know I shouldn't read so many books that are sad and depressing. I tend to get really emo after that. But somehow, there are these invisible strings attaching me to those books that do not end in happy endings.

Tears will be shed. Tissues wasted. Emotions down.

Trying to cheer up. Cheerful again.

And thus, the cycle goes on.

Picture Perfect by Jodi Picoult is sort of like a psychological drama. It's about abuse and love. And doesn't end with the characters living happily ever after.

Oops. Spoiler much. Haha

Whiny twerps

You know how some guys just don't know how to act like guys and they're constantly whiny and throwing a hissy fit? I HATE THOSE DUDES.

Eh, c'mon la. You're a freaking dude. Can't you just man up and be a guy instead of sulking around and mopping around like a PMS-ing missy and expect everyone to bloody comfort you and make sure that you stop sulking? Don't you just hate those dudes?

Skipping Classes

Seriously, I've been skipping classes like nobody's business lately. And guess what. I haven't even been to college since.. Saturday. And today's Wednesday. But I really hope they won't send me any letters or call up my parents. They did that to my friends :S

It feels super awesome in a way that I can just sleep in and laze about. The bad thing is, I feel super lost. Presentations start next week, and I have ABSOLUTELY no idea what to do for CTS, PR, and Business presentation.

Oh and btw, college feels superrr weird lately. Weird things have been happening. People have been acting weird. If I hadn't known it, I would've suspected some alien abducting thingy going on. Haha.

Oh oh oh I can't believe I didn't mention this. But.. I went to Amcorp Mall yesterday! Hehh I'm so so happy that I can finally get some new books to start reading. Might do some reviews after I'm done. But I'm super disappointed because apparently My Sister's Keeper was sold out. And I've been wanting to get it from THAT particular bookstore for ages.

Guess I'll have to go back again to hunt it down :)

Charity Talent Night 2011

Oh yes!

After MONTHS of hard work and little sleep, the event is finally over. Oh, thank goodness.

But it's just the beginning. All assignments and presentations lining up and coming right up. I can barely breathe. At least the event's over.

I am SO glad the event was a success. Everyone looked like they had a great time (hopefully). Haha but I've gotten many positive feedbacks so I'm just glad.

And congrats to the winners who walked away with cash prizes worth RM 1 500 in total! And Rosevelt's performances are awesome too :)

Just got home not long ago. And I'm getting really sick.

Ah, well. At last all this have taken a toll on me.

Gah!

I've been so busy, I barely have time to breathe. Hehh.

I don't think I am getting enough sleep. I literally look like a zombie. -.-

Anyways, event's coming up, gotta work extra harder. Assignments are all due and presentations for ALL my subjects are coming up soon. I have a freaking Video News Release to shoot and I have absolutely no idea what to do. Plus, CTS presentation is gonna be HARD.

To top it all, quizzes are coming right up! How soon. I haven't even taken a breather since midterms. And talking about midterms, I'm getting back my results one by one.

Ugh. Please second semester, please end soon so I can get back my life.

Avril Lavigne - Goodbye Lullaby

Her latest album - Goodbye Lullaby.

OMG I want it. Badly. In fact, I want ALL of her albums.

This album is different. Like what she said so herself, it's emotional and raw and it's different than what she had been doing all along.

In this album, she loses all her anger tone and it's more towards slow and melodious and sad tone.

I guess some won't like it but I think it's a beautiful album and I want it.

I've loved her since her first song "Complicated" and I'll continue loving her. :)

Beastly

OK. To tell you the truth, this movie was kind of a disappointment.

I've waited since last year for this movie but.. Well, I would say that I AM NUMBER FOUR was much better.

Beastly's kind of dry and slightly boring. It doesn't have any action or surprise or suspense in it, really. And the story is more like a modernized Beauty & The Beast story.

But Alex Pettyfer still looks good <3

And the other reason I looked forward to watching this movie was because of the actors/actresses that starred in it. Like Alex Pettyfer, Vanessa Hudgens, Mary-Kate Olsen, and Neil Patrick Harris (From HIMYM).

Too bad it's a little boring.

I should have listened to my instincts and watched Black Swan instead. Haha

I Am Number Four

Ah. Alex Pettyfer <3

Anyways, went to watch the movie today and let's just say it was better than what I expected. :)

It was quite exciting and surprising (jumped more than 5 times and.. Nvm. I don't wanna embarrass myself. Haha) and it was good.

And Alex Pettyfer <3

Hehe.

Nice. :)

And I know I'm waaaayyy behind schedule, but I can't wait to watch Black Swan, Burlesque, Beastly, and.. maybe drive hard? Haha.

Screwed up midterms

They were tough!! I'm so screwed.

And the event planning and research papers and assignments are killing me. I can barely breathe.

Mid Terms

Right now. This week. Shoot me.

OK. Seriously? Pigs?

Yes, yes, I know exams around the corner and I'm not supposed to be here but.. here I am! *grins*

Seriously, I still can't get over the interesting yet weird facts (below) about the pigs. Can you imagine? Orgasm for 30 mins?? That's like half an hour climaxing the whole time! Does that mean that the said pig will be in spasms for 30 mins? Or will it look normal yet their insides are.. churning? Hahahahaha.

30 minutes. That's like, the time you use to take a shower (sometimes you can even shower twice and when you get out of the toilet, the pig's still orgasming). It's also the amount of time you take to solve 15-20 questions. That's also equivalent to the time you can.. OMG 30 mins is the amount of time you take a power nap! So when you took a nap and wake up, the pig's still enjoying the time of it's life. Pfft. 30 minutes also allow you to.. write an essay? Haha OK maybe not an essay.

Come to think of it, this is a very random post, isn't it? I never thought I would be blogging about pig' orgasms. But still, it's so awesome rite to have orgasms that long. Hahaha

Ok. I think I should start studying soon. :D

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

This joke:

I received a card today. It says " Happy Valentine's Day! Love, from you know who". Why the fuck would Lord Voldemort send me a message??

HAHAHA quite funny. If you get it.

This one, is quite sad:

A guy gave his girlfriend a challenge. He told her that if she can stay away from him for one whole day and not talk to him, he'll love her more. His girlfriend agreed and didn't see him or talk to him for a whole day. However, she didn't know that he had cancer and had only 24hrs left to live. The next day, she turned up at his house with tears streaming down her face. Next to the coffin, there was a note addressed to her. It says: You did it baby, and I'm sure you can do it for the rest of your life.

OMG DAMN SAD RITE.

Mid Terms

Starts this Saturday. Everyone's talking about it.

The thing is.. I seriously am in deep shit. I have got not time to study at all, I haven't even finish up my notes, and I don't even have textbook. So.. How to study?

And I'm not even stressed. Haha. I'm so numbed out by all this stupid stuff.

BTW, how was Valentine's for everyone? :)

Mine was mediocre and simple. But really nice. :)

Valentine's Day is

COMING SOON!!!!

To all of you single people out there, have an awesome time kay! To all of you couples out there, Happy Valentine's Day (in advance)!!!!! Hahahaha

OK. So what I want for Valentine's are..

1. A Ferrari

2. A Porsche

3. An Aston Martin

4. A Lamborghini

5. A huge house

6. A diamond necklace

7. A walk-in closet (filled with designer's clothes, bags and shoes OMG)

8. A magic wand

9. A fairy as a pet

10. A...

Okay okay. They're getting more and more unrealistic so I should stop now. Hahaha

On second thought, I think right, I'm asking for everything that I would want for Christmas. People don't NORMALLY give gifts like that during Valentine's, do they?

Have fun people!! :)

Interesting (yet weird) facts

1. If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.

(Hardly seems worth it)

2. If you fart consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.

(Now that's more like it!)

3. A pig's orgasm lasts for 30 minutes.

(In my next life, I wanna be a pig. NOT)

(How'd they figure this out?? And why?)

4. Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.

(Still can't get over the pig thing)

(Don't try this at home.. Maybe at work?)

5. Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.

(And pigs get 30 mins of orgasm? That doesn't seem fair)

6. The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue.

(Hmmmmmm......)

7. Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people do.

(If you're ambidextrous do you split the difference?)

8. The ant can lift 50 times its own weight, can pull 30 times its own weight and always falls over on its right side when intoxicated.

(Intoxicated from drinking bottles of...?)
(Did the taxpayers pay for this research???)

9. Polar bears are left handed.

(Seriously, who cares??)

10. The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds

(Errrrr......)

11. The flea can jump 350 times its body length.
It's like a human jumping the length of a football field.

(30 minutes! Can you imagine?? And why pigs??)

12. A cockroach will live nine days without it's head, before it starves to death.

(This is creepy)

13. The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.

(What the...?)

(Well, at least pigs get all the fun)

14. Some lions mate over 50 times a day.

(In my next life, I still want to be a pig. Quality over quantity)

15. Butterflies taste with their feet.

(Oh, Geez.)

16. An ostrich's eye is bigger than it's brain.

(I know some people who are like that)

17. Starfish don't have brains.

(Hey! I know people who are like that too!)

*Hope you guys had fun reading this :) *

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http://www.dysan.net/weird/show/646.html

Soooooooooooooooooo Tiring

I feel like a pig. OK maybe not. Cuz pigs don't really feel tired all the time rite? Hahaha

College's ok. Second semester sucks. And it's not because of the subjects. It's the people.

I'm so tired all the time, that I can't even think anymore. My brain refuses to function (I've always said my brain has a mind on its own HA-HA). So I can't think of anything to blog about. So my blog's getting lame-er (as if it has always been uber cool HEH).

Anyways this CNY was one of the suck-iest. EVER.

Miss all the fun times :(

CNY

It was.. Okay. Not bad. But not that great either.

Haha maybe it's cuz of the mood or something. It's not really festive.

But at least I got angpau :D And the food.. HEH Thank goodness I did NOT gain weight. I'm so proud of myself *puffs out chest* Hahahaha woots woots!

Anyways, back to reality. Things aren't that great. Second semester sucks. It's not because of the subjects, it's because of the people. But second semester is hard. As in, real hard. Can't wait for 3rd sem though, I'll be running all over the place having fun! Heee :D

Chinese New Year

It's coming soooooonnnnnn.

I'm still very un-excited though. Maybe it's cuz of the weather. Or the timing of it. Or because of the lack of enthusiasm of everyone.

I'm still having my fingers crossed for many many angpaus tho. *grins*

And btw, it's the 3rd. Regretting yesterday.

Chinese New Year is..

Coming soon!!!

Unbelievable! I can't believe it's next week. What happened to the time? It truly flies. Hahahaha but hey! It's SOOO unfair! I'm still trying to accept year 2011 and CNY's almost here.

Somehow, it doesn't really feel like CNY. No shopping, no CNY food, or mandarins, or new stuff, or decorations.. It really really doesn't feel like CNY's coming.

Hahaha whatever it is, I still hope I can get some (more!!) angpau money. Yep. I'm broke.

Bounce (the song) Hehhh

I don't know whether you've noticed it or not but the song 'Bounce' is actually kinda dirty too. Hahahahaha I know I know, I'm being lame. But I need some entertainment. :)

It's by Timbaland ft Dr. Dre, Missy Elliot and Justin Timberlake.

(Tempo has reached critical level)
(Tempo has reached critical level)

Huh... bounce... ooh I like you... bounce...

C'mere girl, c'mere girl, c'mere girl, bounce
C'mere girl, c'mere girl, c'mere girl, bounce
C'mere girl, c'mere girl, c'mere girl, bounce
C'mere girl, c'mere girl, let me talk to you

[Verse 1: Timbaland]
Let me see them big titties, don't act saddity you ain't pretty
Break bread if you wanna get wit' me, all I wanna do is dig off in them kidneys
Tell ya boyfriend he better mind his business, 'fore he end up in the trunk of my Bentley
I am still a boss, he can't hit me, he ain't got enough paper to deal wit' me
Baby girl wanna two step wit' me, turn around rub ya ass up against me
Whoa, lil' mama done got tipsy, and then tonight, tomorrow you're history
All you haters wit' that hoe sh*t miss me, I stay strapped security don't frisk me
Set it off 'til this muthafu*ka empty, I turn around do the same sh*t next week
Come on

[Chorus: Timbaland & Justin Timberlake]
Bounce (like yo' ass had the hiccups)
Bounce (like we was ridin' in my pick-up)
Bounce (why you lookin' so sad? baby girl you need to cheer up)
Bounce (I got the remedy, it's you on me and me on you
And you on me and me on you and you on her
Then her on me and her on you and y'all on me
Then me on y'all and y'all on me
Menage a trois, menage a tr-uh-uh)

[Verse 2: Dr. Dre]
OOH! There she go, just what the Doc's been lookin' fo'
She just what I need, black and Chinese like Sum Yung Ho
I got a bungalow, we can diappear for a week or so (yeah)
I got a steady young flow, super bowl wit' it like I'm Dungy yo (oh)
Yes, congratulations, you won a millionaire invitation
Sorry I'm so demandin', but save the dancin', for back at the mansion and
Ain't, this money handsome? Ain't, that a panty anthem?
I kill me, just like you, from the back you'll see

[Chorus: Timbaland & Justin Timberlake]
Bounce (like yo' ass had the hiccups)
Bounce (like we was ridin' in my pick-up)
Bounce (why you lookin' so sad? baby girl you need to cheer up)
Bounce (I got the remedy, it's you on me and me on you
And you on me and me on you and you on her
Then her on me and her on you and y'all on me
Then me on y'all and y'all on me
Menage a trois, menage a tr-uh-uh)

[Verse 3: Missy Elliott]
Hold up! Hell naw! Like Britney Spears I wear no draws
In the club I drink it up, gulp gulp drink it up
Got Patron sippin' in my cup, that's ya man I bet I can make him look
When he see the jugs he wanna rush and get a quick touch of the big ol' butt
Mmhmm big ol' butt, thick legs, big ol' jugs, legs stick like rims on the truck
Take him to the crib, yep, we gon' fu*k, you can call me a freak I like to get buck
I don't have to do much to make you get it up
Some young hoe she worth two dollars, I'm worth more dollars that make a beauty parlors
I pop collars, c-c-c-collars, I don't buy shots I only buy the bottles
Only rich girls, we only buy the bottles
And like a porn star I'm best when I swallow

[Chorus: Timbaland & Justin Timberlake]

I so need to cheer up.

Kinda pissing me off

Seriously man.

This is bullshit la. I'm so bloody overwhelmed by all these shits and now u guys are pissing me off.

You think I had it easy? Screw you.

THE Barbie Girl Song

I think most people will be familiar with the 'Barbie Girl' song sung by Aqua.

The thing is, this song is actually kinda dirty, in a way. Yet little kids still listen to it and dance along to the rhythm. Ahahahahaha I guess they've never read through the lyrics before :D

So here, the lyrics :

Hi Barbie
Hi Ken!
Do you wanna go for a ride?
Sure Ken!
Jump In...

I'm a barbie girl, in a barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on Barbie, let's go party!

I'm a barbie girl, in a barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

I'm a blond bimbo girl, in a fantasy world
Dress me up, make it tight, I'm your dolly
You're my doll, rock'n'roll, feel the glamour in pink,
kiss me here, touch me there, hanky panky...
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"

(uu-oooh-u)

I'm a barbie girl, in a barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)

Make me walk, make me talk, do whatever you please
I can act like a star, I can beg on my knees
Come jump in, bimbo friend, let us do it again,
hit the town, fool around, let's go party
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"

Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)

I'm a barbie girl, in a barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

I'm a barbie girl, in a barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)

Oh, I'm having so much fun!
Well Barbie, we're just getting started
Oh, I love you Ken!

* Nice song* :D:D:D

Drunk vs Tipsy

OK seriously. What's being drunk like? And tipsy?

Maybe I can say what's tipsy like. It's more like.. Feeling a lil high and a lil dizzy.

But drunk?? What does THAT feels like? Does it mean that you don't even know what you're doing? Does that mean you're gonna wake up forgetting things that you did?

I have yet to find out. :D:D:D

Tiredness + Eyebags = Depression

Seriously. I am soooo frigging tired! D:

Oh and my body aches for some unknown reason. I haven't been exercising recently so it makes no sense as to why my body aches. Hmmm.

Oh oh oh lemme tell u my dream. Maybe it relates to my body ache. HEH :D

OK so I had a nightmare. About demons. But the scene was sort of like those zombies movie where you gotta survive and run. Yeah so, to summarize, I dreamt my whole family was being chased by demons and monsters so it was really scary (in my dream). So we were running the whole time trying to find somewhere safe to hide but everytime we found a place, somehow something will turn wrong and we ended up fleeing.

So I felt really tense and anxious throughout the whole dream and I woke up (by my alarm), I felt damn exhausted and my whole body aches. My dad says that I was sleep walking so while I was dreaming, I ran out of my room and started running all over the house that's why my body ache. Seriously =.= It's not even funny. OK, maybe a little. Hahaha.

And my eyebags are as swollen as ever. Ugh.

And my left eyelid is swollen, for some unknown reason. I hate this :(

So depressed. T_T

The Workload

OMG the workload is killing me seriously.

I'm so tired ALL THE TIME.

I'm having huge eye bags that are threatening to stay on a permanent basis.

I yawn every single moment I'm awake.

I can't concentrate in class cuz I'm always trying hard not to sleep.

I can't do my homework because:

1. Too much workload from other stuff.

2. Too tired to do homework.

My eyes get swollen so fast, it's like.. Idk. I'm too tired to think.

The workload I'm telling you. The workload and stress is crazy. So darn crazy.

The Many Benefits of Sex

Well. As you all can decipher from the title above, a good sex offers you many benefits. Some of the benefits might surprise you ;)

1. Sex relieves stress.

Instead of writing down all the boring and scientific explanation, the conclusion is that people who had sex can handle stress better and don't get stressed out so often.

2. Sex boosts immunity.

Good sexual health = good physical health. Enough said. :)

3. Sex burns calories.

Well, duh? After all the hot and sweaty romp involving many physical activities.. What d'ya think? *winks*

4. Sex improves cardiovascular health.

Hmmm. Apparently, older folks should not be worried that efforts spent in sex would cause a stroke. That's because.. Well, having sex more often reduces the chances of heart attacks. :D All the more reason to have sex!

5. Sex boosts self-esteem.

HEH. What are you waiting for? *grins*

6. Sex improves intimacy.

Of course, that is if you're doing it with your partner that means something to you. One-night-stands not included. Haha

7. Sex reduces pain.

Well, if you're injured, try this solution. Hahaha kidding!

8. Sex reduces prostate cancer risk.

Hear that, guys! The more you ejaculate, the lower the risk. :D

9. Sex strengthens floor pelvic muscles.

This is for the ladies. By practising this exercise known as Kegels, you'll enjoy more pleasure and decrease risk of incontinence. :)

10. Sex helps you sleep better.

After a good sex, what more can you ask for than a good night's sleep? :)

Therefore, romp it up, guys! Haha

So unfair

SO FUCKING UNFAIR MAN.

At this very modern 21st century, there exists people that still favours boys over girls, men over women, sons over daughters.

Cheers to me.

Second Semester

OMG seriously. What the hell was I thinking when I signed up for this semester??

Seriously, what have I brought upon myself?

Living In Denial

Yep. You read it right. I'm gonna live in denial for the rest of the year. Hahaha

Here's why.

1. I'm gonna deny the fact that it's already 2011. It's too fast for 2011, I hadn't had enough of 2010 yet.

2. I'm gonna deny the fact that I'm going to be 19 this year. No offense people but, 19?! That's so freaking old!! I don't even feel anything close to 18, let alone 19.

3. I'm also going to not acknowledge that I'm going to end my college life by August. Geez. It feels as if I hadn't even started college yet.

4. I'm also going to NOT make any resolutions because.. well, because I do not want to acknowledge the year 2011, yet. (Y)

5. I'm also going to pretend that I have a lot of great *fill in the blanks* in college.

6. The greatest denial of all. I'm going to not acknowledge the fact that I'm getting closer to adulthood.

Bring it on, 2011! I'm not afraid of you! Hahaha

Chicks before Dicks

Chicks before dicks, man!

Quite disappointed in you, really.

Results (part2)

Ahahaha I just realised I didn't post my results in the last "results" post.

OK. So here it goes. It's really very disappointing anyway. To me. But I guess I shouldn't expect much. Especially for being such a freaking lazy ass.

I got 1 High Distinction and 3 Distinction. Pfft.

Happy New Year!

OK. It's not very NEW anymore but I was quite busy for the past few days to blog. Haha

Time flies man. Seriously. Didn't even feel like a year and yet, a yr has passed. It doesn't even feel like 2011. Although college has started today.

Anyways. Talking about new year. People normally have new year resolutions right. So.. I'm still thinking what my resolutions should be. The problem is, it doesnt feel like new year to me at all so I'm not bothered setting any resolutions. Ahahaha so messed up.

College sucks. Kinda. I hate my timetable. Sort of.